I’m still here. Busy, but very much alive.

I realize I probably owe you guys a proper update, but I don’t have the brain power for that at the moment.

It’s Tour-Day Three and I found myself scrolling some of my online support groups.

I found this and it hit me hard. I know others can relate.


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My life is absolutely insane right now. Anneke started first grade. Santana started pre-K. MJ is doing her toddler thing. And Mateo has croup. So that's fun ( Read more... )

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This is the third episode of Criminal Minds in just over 8 seasons that has maligned people with BPD.

According to Spencer Reid, BPD is “the borderline between anxiety and psychosis”.

While that may be true, we are not killers waiting to happen.

Guess who’s playing Wacken next year.

Seb and I snuck into a music festival Saturday night like we used to do when we were kids. Though it was a lot easier this time because I’ve played this festival before, so I know a bunch of the people running things. (Okay, we bought tickets but didn’t need them ( Read more... )

My in-laws conspired together to kidnap our kids and sent us off for a few days by ourselves ( Read more... )

The husband-type person and I ventured out for some vitamin D without the screaming short people.


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This warmed my cold little heart.

It passed across my Facebook feed because I’m friends with other nerds who post nerdy things.


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The last thing I want to do right now is give interviews. I don’t want to sit face-to-face with someone answering questions I don’t want asked of me. I don’t want strangers poking in my wounds. I can’t fake a smile right now ( Read more... )